Huyen

I'm dying on the inside .. I need you to please look deep into my eyes to search my feelings. Stare at them, I want to be lost in your eyes so I wouldn't have to suffer in mines. I want to be lost in your thoughts so I can feel protected at night knowing that someone actually cares about me. I'm slowly decaying, drowning deep down the abyss of my own tears and sorrow. Touch my cold heart with your warm hands, grasp it and claim it yours. Save me from this constant war inside my head. ...

It hurt to see tears dripping down your beautiful face. Killed me inside when I saw you cry. It was a pain to hear your stories full of agony. I couldn't do much but to sit there and comfort you or just…sit there. I guess some jokes here and there could cheer you up but I knew they wouldn't last long. "Just endure it for now", I said.. I promised to be there whenever you had problems at home. I’d pick you up and drive you anywhere. Anywhere away from your parents. We would

...

It hurts more than you could have imagined. Felt like a sharp broken glass pierced directly through your heart, full of emotions. Your mind wandered endlessly. You closed your eyes, preventing tears, preventing its existence. You’re broken. You’re hurt

i'm hurt ..

How can I miss you if you never stay? Inside me now there's only heartache and pain.
Wheres the fire, you've become only rain..

You said this could only get better..that it'd last forever. Are we just lost in time, I wonder if your loves the same..

Cause I'm not over you.. not loving you is harder than you know

Why do I do this? I do it for you, yet I do it for me even though I know I’ll hate myself for it. I stand for loneliness yet I crumble for the concept of happiness.



What am I doing.