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I get it i do...

Everyone has there own problems and you do too
Interest fades and gives way to the mountain dew?
Like the saying goes...
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
Familiarity breeds contempt...

I feel as thou our roles are reversed
A love song unwritten in doubt a heart submersed

I can be strong for others why cant i be strong for myself
You have no idea how much your words mean even in a passing joke
You

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What a fool you could never compete
If all you do is lie and cheat
I feel sorry for you i really do
Ranked so high yet how many people even view
Its not about the fame
Its not even about you
Its about what we share, voice and the things we do

How important can this be?
Take off that mask and maybe you'll see...
Its not always about being the best
Its about writing whats true being different from all the rest
Acceptance is

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haha its my fault in the end
its not other people i hurt myself
ofcourse no one means what they say haha why would they
its times like this that i need to be punished lol for letting myself think over and over that things are real i build myself up just to crumble haha, its true what they say those that make you feel they best can also make you feel your worst, how do i feel well sad..... its a number of things really just one after the other haha it kinda just builds up and makes ...

It felt like you abandoned me and that's exactly what you did
Even thou i know deep down...

Your trying to escape problems of your own
But when you left i felt empty
I cried.
I felt so alone...

You didn't even let me say goodbye
You just vanished without a trace in the blink of an eye
I had so much left to say...
But you never gave me the chance

It hurt and i felt so angry it wasn't fair you had

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Im scared...
Im scared of you of what you think
Of what you say, what you want
What you don't...

I wont ever tell you first i wont even tell you second
Im a coward i know but that's how Ive survived

You will never know and that's okay
It will hound my mind but eventually one day
Ill forget, you'll forget me
And that's just how it will be

Your answer terrifies me
Its my greatest fear
I feel so paper thin

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