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Maybe I'll be a somebody

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I'm not the scientist my mom thought I would grow up to be. I'm not the veterinarian I told my aunt I wanted to be when I was in 8th grade. I'm not the next Nobel Peace Prize winner my grandma wanted me to be. I'm not a star drag queen my friends thought I might be. I'm me. And me is a nobody, a nothing. I hide away with my books in a room that had been violated while I was away. The one place I had to feel like a somebody and something worth more than nothing was taken from me. Now i'm a nobody worth nothing with nothing. My sense of belonging is now gone. I don't have a place I call home. They say home is where the heart is and in this moment, my heart is missing... It took my soul with it. I'm ready death, i'm ready to be your victim. I'm ready for what comes next, maybe I'll be a somebody
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  1. x.Melancholy.x's Avatar
    You're my somebody xxxx
    -snuggle, humps and luffs-
    Luffs ya pinkeh <3
  2. I see holes like eyes's Avatar
    I've read all your blogs.
    Geez, I didn't think you had it that bad.
    You seem like such a happy person...
    But suicide really isn't the best option.
    No matter how much it seems to be, hold on and prove those horrible people wrong and be the best you can be.
    There are so many people that care about you.
    Don't let those a-holes get you down,and problems are just obstacles you have to get rid of to have a better life.
    I mean, most of my problems have some moral value and stuff.
    So yeah... and stuff. D:
    And, um, -insert ily comment-
    You're awesome. :3

    Updated 08-21-2012 at 04:22 PM by I see holes like eyes