Jon<3
Maybe I'll be a somebody
by , 08-20-2012 at 09:06 AM (470 Views)
I'm not the scientist my mom thought I would grow up to be. I'm not the veterinarian I told my aunt I wanted to be when I was in 8th grade. I'm not the next Nobel Peace Prize winner my grandma wanted me to be. I'm not a star drag queen my friends thought I might be. I'm me. And me is a nobody, a nothing. I hide away with my books in a room that had been violated while I was away. The one place I had to feel like a somebody and something worth more than nothing was taken from me. Now i'm a nobody worth nothing with nothing. My sense of belonging is now gone. I don't have a place I call home. They say home is where the heart is and in this moment, my heart is missing... It took my soul with it. I'm ready death, i'm ready to be your victim. I'm ready for what comes next, maybe I'll be a somebody




