Just some random ****

[DevlinEire]

I made the price - she paid the cost;
her tears stain like acid on my face,
and I gently lift her battered soul from off the cross;
the crown of lies she was made to wear drawing blood -
I look away in disgust,
and I wonder why people are so easy to judge
or to persecute in the name of "love".

I wonder the same baby

i love it

[StrangeMagic]

I liked that too, Devlin

[Just André]

There is no where left for me to hide,
The corners and spaces in mind
Have been filled with memories
That I try to leave behind;
But I stare in the mirror –
I see my own eyes
And I feel the fire
Slowly die.

One more breathe…one more sigh,
Another second passes and I fake a smile,
Let me take you to the darkest corners of my mind;
Let me show you the demons locked inside –
Forgive me father for I am not alive,
And what good is living
If you live to survive?

A soft, slow journey into the abyss –
I close my eyes, because I can’t bear to witness
The last moments,
A last empty prayer is said –
It’s not in my head…
My soul is dead.

[Just André]

Leave fate in my hands
And see it wasted,
I linger between here and another land,
They say evil lives in us
But once you have tasted the darkness
There can be no return,
Your number is called
And you shall burn
Where I burn
And somewhere
They say
In the madness
There is a lesson to be learnt,
But I’m so tired of learning
And my soul is weary
And I feel my body grow old
And I would be sold
If the devil could get his price
But it turns out
That is not my destiny –
Live to suffer
Suffer to die
The end arrives
And does not end it –
The ****
Continues
Until forever arrives
And continues the journey
Of misery

[Just André]

My dying bride – my angel of fire,
Kiss me one more time
Before I expire,
My devil of darkness – my child of the night,
Hold me real close now
Before you turn out my light.

My most sacred regrets – my dead cigarette,
Smoke my soul one more time
Before it is dead,
One last drag - a final elation
Before I close my eyes
And am met by damnation

[°××Ŵ®åĭτħ××°]

You friend have an amazing way with words

[Just André]

You friend have an amazing way with words

i hope that is a good thing

[°××Ŵ®åĭτħ××°]

most definately:

[Just André]

Insomnia

Awake…sleep evades,
Nights turn to days turn to nights
And then back again,
Endless charade
I watch the hours pass
See the days laid to waste
A lifetime passes in the blink on an eye
And before you know it
It’s your time to die –
Where did the years go?
One long prolonged second of endless turmoil –
A never ending nightmare
Is there someone out there
Who can end it?
Someone who could stifle the voices –
Erase the faces stuck in my head –
Angry eyes and bitter smiles,
Yes
Pay back will be a bitch.

[Just André]

Then:
I’ll never wake up in a good mood again;
Sleeping these insane hours…
Too scared to sleep …
Too scared to dream…
Too scared to breathe…
Waiting for death in the shadows;
Hoping that numbness will end this,
Wishing I could trade my days for nights
So that angels of darkness can suck out my life
And stifle these voices that scream in my mind…

Now:
I open my eyes…
Standing with arms wide open under an African sky,
Feelings it’s warmth shine down on my face
And spread through my mind to every cold place…
Somewhere within me Misery waits –
Then finds me;
A stare between two old friends –
I sigh…
Then smile;
I have something to say …
F U C K YOU
It’s a beautiful day…