my 1st ACTUAL kiss was with a
guy named john - he wanted to kiss me at the local town fair i was at back in mccamey. He said he never kissed a blonde girl before so i just said ok--wahtever-- - He planted one on me and in all honesty--- it was pretty gross --- i mean not the way i thought it would be lolol
-but-----
--when i went to catholic school and met this girl at a big dual school party --we kept looking at each other and we couldn't
stop looking at each other!!!----
--in class she sat right beside me in French Immersion and used to run their hand up my leg when the nuns were drawing on the blackboard (yes pervy --but omg!!! like soooo hot!!)---o---m---g---
anyways--one day we decided together to skip french immersion and hide under a staircase on the ground floor of our school -- we talked for like a minute under the stairs about the alll the looks and the flirting that was going on at the party between us --but then--- at the VERY SAME TIME------we locked up in the most full throttle meaningful kiss ive ever had ---for the 1st time!!!i thought my heart was gonna stop it was going so fast---i dont know how she stayed soooo calm about everything throughout it all in class and all the rest of it becasue i was like a jellyfish-
-- i was in head over heels in love for sure after this!!!
that staircase became our favorite hiding spot from then on <3
*moi*