hay dudes i have this problem for many months now i have had these friends and thay are both going to get married to one another im so happy for them. just recently the friend uno the girl lets say we will call her mary and the guy well call steve,
mary recently had a bad problem (i can not tell you what it is i promised to her i would never tell anybody)
so mary and i and steve have alot in common same dress sence, sence of humor were alot alike were cut from the same cloth. anyway mary has a problem and i try to resolve it by being thier for her being their when she needs me uno? for her birthday i gave gave her presents which she loves!!! (even tho i was broke i still spared the cash by going into my savings to make my friend happy on such a special day like you do for a freind right?)
(oh steve went on holiday a couple of days after her birthday, mary was alone) ive done all i could at the time to make her feel better. she told me sombody she once new stole a dvd colletion that was her favrate. to her it was important so i went on ebay and got the whole colletion to keep her happy
while steve was away uno? and was trying to keep her distracted from her problems. until she got realy upset with me she wanted to be left alone so ok thats what i did even tho we work in the same room.
then steve came back from holiday and then she got better everything was fine so at lunch time (we all work for the same company) i went along with them for lunch like freinds do right? only it became pretty clear to me that she still wanted to be alone so i went and said to steve who let her walk on so he could speak to me (uno rather than talk to me go talk to her steve, he said you think so i said yeah he said ok ill do that) i got outathere as fast as possible!
then apart from bumbping into them a couple of time when we were going back to the same building and of course talking to steve at breaks i had no contact with them.
until a friday when thay asked me to go with them to the bus stop i said ok (what are freinds for?) and thay were fine mary was acting like the mary ive known for ages and steve seemed fine their bus came and mary handed me a letter
she said it explained why she has been treating me unfaily lately (and she realy has been!!!) i went for the long trip home, when i got home i read the letter
i was devistated!!! thay said thay did not want to be my freinds anymore
that i had been a problem for them in their lives and that my presence suffocated them and made them feel anoyed and upset. now i feel im a good guy i always said when thay both invited me to thier home or to go out to lunch with them ive said (are you sure you dont want to be alone?) (i do not want to intrude on your personal life?) (your husband and wife uno you dont need to invite me to your place its you private life) do you agree?
i dont want to get in the way. uno? ive always said that and thay have replyed no we get plenty of time alone together now we get to hang out with you!. i realy was so upset that letter was like a gunshot wound to the stomach, then thay called me on me mobile not 4 minets after i read that horrible letter. steve was saying to me are you ok man,
i was not ok i was crying my eyes out!!! (yes i am a man and i cry thay are (was) the only freinds i had in the world)
he seemed nice over the phone said to me dont cry and stuff and spoke to me made me feel a bit better i maneged to pull myself back together to say that i would never call text their mobiles nor would i go to work the next week. until she insisted she spoke to me on the phone so i said ok. she said she wrote the letter to point out the things she did not like about me. and she said it was becouse thay are both to cowardly to say the things thay did in person- and that everything she wrote were things that she was taking out on me - NOT BECOUSE OF ME SHE SAID SHES DOING IT BECOUSE OF HER?
so we started talking about stuff and planning stuff for the week ahead this coming saterday (yesterday) we were meant to have my going away party
as i was leaving my job she said she would bring some weed even and we will all get stoned and forget about these problems that some people at work have given us (i dont smoke nor wanted thay said i need to relax uno?) i met with steve that sunday and we practised kung fu as usual i said i was not sure i was going to go to work becouse i did not want to hurt my freind any more than thay said i did? steve insisted "yeah come to work!"
however the coming week did not become the pretty picture she (thay) painted over the phone, thay were even more spitefull to me i still did things for them becouse thay were my freinds and that thursday (the thursay just gone) i stayed up to nearly 4.00AM trying to write a letter to say sorry for the things thay acused me of even things i know i did not do. so i could hand it to them on the friday (friday just gone and heal all this discord.) dont know dudes this is tough problem?
thay said thay would call me that night about the letter (uno if thay had any questions) i wrote and talk to me about it
BUT after parting for my bus and thay both going to lunch i got some realy disturbing texts on my phone like this one steve wrote (Understood. No Questions. Its better this way.)
and to think in MY letter i coplimented them for thier honesty!!! another realy COWARDLY act from people who for months called themselves my freinds my best freinds that thay would rather hangout with me than anybody else and that thay totaly trust me. and i did trust them also maybe more than i should have.
even tho thay said thay usually dont like other people. anyway saterday came (yesterday) i went out for my going away party and sat in a restaurant for nearly 3hours alone. No one from work came not my manager not mary or steve nobody came. no-one called or texted.
that saterday night i decided to send a text to mary and steve asked if i could meet them so i could give them their DVDs back that thay lent me. then i got this text (Not TOMORROW WE ARE DRUNK AND GOING TO BE HUNGOVER. SORRY MATE. HAVE A GOOD NIGHT - and thats becouse my company went out to a club which was arrenged by my boss the man who said he was my friend. and did not invite me. i was the top salesman of his company for many months in the past.
just on my very last day my boss and manager was saying to me - have a break for five weeks or so to get this off your chest forget what has happaned to you with the problems youve had from mary and steve having a go at you get them out your system and in 5 or so weeks we will call you see where we can go from there. thats nice of them : ).
im writing this becouse i need advice dudes on were to go from here with my friendship with mary and steve if ANY i was once a happy person but since they decided to ATTACK ME for things mary claims are not my fault. my whole life has changed i have not just lost my freinds ive lost my job ergo my income, i lost the ability to consentrate on my work and work proply which led to the joint desition i should resign
what do you guys think i should do?
i would love advice?
friendship failing i need help
i cant read all that erm 
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my best friend killed himself in prison 4 weeks ago <<< no joke seriously
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